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St. Margarets' Primary. Tanjong Katong Girls'. 3E7'09 - 4E7'10 String Ensemble - Bass Prefectorial Board'10 SNYS/SNYO
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 because in all relationships, there's always a "that other person" It's just the degree of invisibility of that person, that changes. Labels: relationships Toodles Noodles.ratana at 6:45 PM
 Hrm, it's been crazy. 18 days to O levels. 11 days to DSA. 27 days to O levels SPA. How much more crazy can all this get? Oh wait. 22 weeks to O levels block exams. Great -.- Ah, it's true I guess, when people say, this year is REALLY REALLY fast. I can't believe it's May already. O: But anyways, I'm really just trying to hang in there. :/ Got back 4 of my MYE results already. 1 one which is pretty dissapointing, but the other 3 are okay. I'll keep it to myself, ahah. Too demoralizing and embarrassing to show it up here. :X I seriously hope it's good enough to get me through DSA. ): I really did expect much more from myself. And *touchwood* if this is the kind of results I'm getting back, then good luck to me. D: I mean, I just don't get the physics of studying. I really don't. When you think it's just enough, or when you've put in enough effort to get a certain mark, sometimes, it just doesn't seem so. Sometimes, you think you don't deserve that kind of marks for the type of effort you put in, but miraculously you do well. Gosh. Other than the fact that the deadlines are so near, and that O levels is coming. Well, I'm pretty much okay. I'm really glad for my friends. Even though I know this mental "obstacle" is one I have to conquer alone, I know they are here for me. And that's enough. (: Broken relationships have been mended, and strong friendships has become even stronger. People say " promises of being friends forever, will soon, and definately be broken ". I hope not. :/ Labels: deadlines Toodles Noodles.ratana at 9:35 PM
 Ah, I just want to explode. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I just feel so exasperated. No, I just feel like crap. Maybe I'm pms-ing. O: Ah ): Anyways... Mid years are over and I've been feeling sleepy since forever. For this time, I actually feel a little more confident about doing well. Not for my sciences, but for the rest, I can feel it. Hopefully I don't make silly mistakes and lose marks. :D But it seriously wasn't easy. Having to sleep for a bare minimum and then try my best to focus for all the papers. I'm sure everyone feels the same way too, but I guess we have our own ways of overcoming it. I realised that the toughest moments for me is starting and ending the papers, I never seem to be able to focus. Psychoing myself does work sometimes. HAHA. Well, I'm just glad this whole crazy studying episode's over. I truely hate studying for ss and geog. :/ ah. pfft. It feels as if everything I see is new. o.O MEP was a fun bunch. Mrs goh was being evil, give us a super fast extract, I almost died. D: Went out with Nicole yesterday. It was super fun, yay. We laughed a lot. And I reached home really late. :X HAHA. I'm so going to miss my juniors. Ah. :( And it was all a fun and entertaining episode yesterday. Went to the airport. I truely love stoning at the airport. :D My new hobby. Tomorrow supposed to go out with the spastic panda, but don't know if she can make it or not. I hope so, if not I'll just die of boredom. D: Ah, if we can, I want to go back to the airport again. Heehee. :D Just enjoying the last bits of my holiday before chionging towards prelims. D: Hopefully my mid year results would be more than enough to help me in DSA and get through the principals and the teachers. :/ On a last note, I really really miss you. )): Ah, feel like crap. )): I seriously thought I would be able to let go. I seriously thought this was just a few months thing and this whole crazy nuts thing would be over. But it isn't! D: I hate myself, D: Toodles Noodles.ratana at 2:33 PM
Lean on me
When you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Till I'll gonna need Someone to lean on - Lean on me Labels: before myes Toodles Noodles.ratana at 11:55 PM
 And so 30th March was the first time I performed with SNYO, and it's the last performance for 2010, or at least till the end of O Levels. I must say, it was a wonderful experience. And knowing that there was a sea of green to support me was beyond heart warming. Playing Eurythane was very enjoyable, every moment seemed beautiful, every note. Cello concerto was wowness, I loved that there was a split instance when there was silent, that pure silent filled my heart. A feeling I never got to experience till that day. And then Berlioz, which drained me entirely. But still, a very fun experience. I truly admire Mr Lim for his conducting skills, he's so awesome! And the whole bass section's just loads of fun and laughter. Going in not expecting anything more than just a normal performance, the concert did make me feel incredible. SNYO's really woosh, and I just can't believe I'm part of it. I feel so proud to be part of the whole orchestra. Whee~  Ah, I miss you already. Pfft. )):Can't believe 16th April's just a few days away, going to miss TKGSSE like crazy. )):  Well, let's just say everything's starting to overwhelme me. I'm going bonkers soon. But meanwhile, I'm just getting upset at myself at the fact that I keep sleeping early in the nights and not studying ): Ah, I'm so out of shape. Pfft. I need to get back on track! Omg, I just don't know if I can handle the stress from everyone, but I'll just try. Or at least try to try. o.O Labels: SNYO concert Toodles Noodles.ratana at 9:59 PM
Hello world, yet again, we're back to a time when I list out the whole lot of homework & say that I'm officially screwed cause I haven't done loads. So here goes!
English Summary (3gorgesdam) DONE English Newspaper (vocab) DONE English Critical Reflections DONE A Math TYS (trig) A Math TB Ex. 13 DONE A Math TB Ex. 14 A Math Heymath (matrices) DONE A Math TB Ex. 1.3 DONE Geography Mindmap Chpt 10 Biology WS (sexual reproduction) DONE Biology File Chinese TYS 2006 June DONE Chinese TYS 2006 Nov Math MYE Papers (booklet) Math Heymath Math WS Mep Programme Notes DONE Physics TYS [1] DONE Physics TYS [2] DONE Physics TYS [3] DONE Physics TYS [4] Physics TYS [5] Chemistry TYS 2009 Chemistry TYS 2008 Labels: march hols hw Toodles Noodles.ratana at 8:24 PM
Heyho. (: And i'm not exactly a very happy person. For CA1, I officially failed 4 subjects. Can't believe it's 3 more weeks till I officially stop YO practice till after O levels. Already stopped going for private lesson. And it's a few more weeks till Strings practice ends too. How I wish O levels will just come and go. Run away to some ulu place and never come back. And I realised that everytime I have some time for myself, I'll just keep thinking about leaving everything and all for the spiffing O levels. Rawr.
So it's been pretty fun going for NEF, pretty fun loser-ing around the school, pretty fun going for sports heats ( i seriously need to train! ), pretty fun not feeling so tired on mondays having to rush around, and of course, loads of fun during YO playing Berlioz! Gwyn's just a high deskpartner, and it's fun cause I'm able to enjoy the music and all. And the one person that's been in my mind. Ahah. yay. Makes me look forward to my days, makes me feel miserable, makes my days awesome, and has great influence on my life. Ah, what a sucky yet awesome feeling. Besides this annoying person, of course there are all the lame-os in my life. These people I absolutely can't live without either. Heehee. All the laughter, the jokes and the absolutely waste of time smses that I absolutely love. Actually, my life now's pretty good isn't it? Ah. except for my extraordinaryly horrid ttm haircut. Ah. ): Oh wells. Hair will grow back. Labels: sucky yet awesome Toodles Noodles.ratana at 4:28 PM
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